Dreaming
of poetry
afternoons once again,
Sitting in the huge library,
writing.
10/14/2019
Dreaming
of poetry
afternoons once again,
Sitting in the huge library,
writing.
10/14/2019
Being away for
some time recharges
My soul, guides me
to think about
My joys and
blessings,
Figuring out what
is best for this life.
10/05/2019
A brief escape
from the stress,
Two days of love
and sunlight,
Soaking in some
breezy autumn days
While connecting
with companions.
10/04/2019
Today did not bring
cool breezes, yet
A blend of green
and gold dot the trees
Across the yard,
a subtle promise
That the seasons
are indeed changing.
10/01/2019
An end to the month
brings the promise of movement
along my life path.
09/30/2019
If only
I could share
My next piece
of good news
With you, all
the waiting
Finally
concluding,
So I can
start the next
Chapter of
my story.
If only
I could tell
You, calling
one more time,
So I can
hear your voice.
09/29/2019
Three women left
to fend for themselves,
Each creating her own
path toward freedom
In the backdrop
of World War II.
Three separate scenarios,
yet tied together
With a single goal:
carve a path
Through the journey, in
the face of fear.
09/25/2019
Another day passes
with no word,
Yet we still have
a fruitful day,
An outing filled with
books, travel, and
Memories;
thoughts of school,
Friendships and
connections fill the
Endless hours,
stretching into
A weekend filled
with possibility.
09/20/2019
A clear Thursday night
spent with books and sharing at
the town library.
09/19/2019
Waking to a good book
and caffiene
Is the ideal morning
for me,
Followed by creating
with yarn and words,
My work life
mingling with
Creativity, setting the
pace in my journey.
09/18/2019
Books, parks and river
destinations filled our time
this late summer day.
09/15/2019
Yarn finds a way
to weave its tale
Back to life, threading
into familiar repetition,
My hands drawing
upon a power
Steadily rising with
each loop and chain.
09/13/2019
Wishing
the very best
to friends close and
distant as I complete my new
journal.
09/10/2019
The sky is encased
in white, as puffy clouds mark
the late summer sky.
09/08/2019
A sliver of sunlight
through the blinds
Gently draws me
out of deep sleep.
It hearkens back
memories of dawn
In Washington Heights,
dawn's arrival so loud
I needed blackout
curtains to mute its rays.
It was a small price to pay
for the stunning scene
I laid eyes on each day;
a slice of city life
I still hold close
to my heart.
09/07/2019
After celebrations
fade away,
I think about
the blessings present
In my life, in the form
of messages and calls,
Taking the shape
of friends reaching out
Days after
the craziness is done.
I think of how
My mother would have
Been at peace to
see me happy,
How she is smiling
down on me,
Proud to see
her daughter feel such
joy.
08/23/2019
Rain falls steadily,
clouds obscuring the waxing
moon rising tonight.
08/22/2019
I sift through
my memories of
My mom over the years,
caring for me
In different stages
of my life.
As I ready myself
for my wedding,
I feel her presence
more than ever,
Yet I still miss her
company immensely.
08/14/2019
Although I am
now traveling
To peaceful locations,
I still suffer from
Treatment received
from past settings.
Time will teach me
heal at my own pace.
07/23/2019
The drive took
over an hour,
yet we made it
in time to see you.
Although our time
was short,
It was worth seeing you
smile when your
coffee arrived;
It was worth seeing
you listen to stories
with interest.
My time away from you,
from my loved ones,
Draws to a close in
a matter of days.
07/12/2019
I look at the pictures
of us when I was young,
Your smile so wide
as I sit next to you;
Photos of me tossing
balls in the basket
You fastened to the gate,
so we can pass the time
during hot summer days.
The years are filled with us
sharing, laughing,
Your grandchildren standing
proudly with you
At different stages of
our lives, these moments
stretching on forever.
We know your thread
will not last forever,
Yet we do all we can
to preserve it.
07/07/2019
Her words came through
out of the blue,
Short and bitter,
as if I was the one
That owed her a reason
for the absence.
I would have cared
in a previous life,
Yet I no longer saved
space in my soul for her.
Gone were the excuses
I made when she refused
My company month after month,
our friendship filled with false words.
Gone were the reasons made
when she chose other's time
Instead of mine. I made peace
knowing that our friendship
Will always be this way, and now
I move forward,
While she pretends that I
need to offer a truce.
Walking away is what
we need for our growth.
07/06/2019
Thankful
to have spent my
Sunday with close family
and friends, a wedding approaching
real soon.
07/01/2019
There is always
so much to think about,
Yet this time, I must do
what needs to get done
In order to better
my well-being.
Doubt is the
constant tension
Nagging, pushing at the
back of my head.
When will the fear subside,
so that I may live?
07/09/19
I love
getting swept up
in different stories, each
scene filled with drama, creating
new life.
05/21/2019
A fun
weekend across
state lines, taking in a
good show and admiring the
clear day.
05/19/2019
In three months,
we get married.
I never thought
this would happen,
Yet here I am,
getting my dress
Altered today, after months
of gazing at my gown
In the closet. I'm hoping for
a quick process, but most
Importantly, I look forward
to wearing it in August,
Standing before him as
we declare our love for
Each other.
05/18/2019
Activity
taking place today
at East Ridgelawn.
Cars line the
parking area as
People bond with loved ones;
at the plot next to Mom's,
a family redecorates
Their matriarch's resting place,
planting lovely florals.
Across the way, some children
run to greet a relative,
their father keeping watch.
I spend a few moments
with Mom, realigning a brick
that slipped out of place.
I say my prayers for her,
and communicate,
Memories taking me back
to my mom's house,
conversing during visits.
Always soft-spoken,
yet listening to every word.
So valuable were those moments;
fleeting, yet precious.
05/11/2019
My hope is laced
with disappointment,
At her not arriving,
yet I could never hate her.
Our connection stays strong
across the ocean;
Despite her saying that
her trip is on hold,
A glimmer of hope glows.
Someday.
05/06/2019
These few days leading
up to Mother's Day
Are usually approached
with trepidation,
Memories of her love
now takes the place
Of phone calls and visits,
still painful many years later.
Even knowing
that she is never far
Still brings sadness,
since our thread
Of communication
is silent.
05/05/2019
Farm life
in the morning,
book store hopping in the
afternoon, and wedding talk in
between.
04/27/2019
During
the morning drive,
songs about dreams, New York
City, and possibility
played on.
04/25/2019
Will the
day come when I
can finally crochet
without feeling any pain? I
hope so.
04/22/2019
I miss
walking into
a yarn shop and viewing
an endless supply of skeins and
samples.
04/22/2019
Right now
the pain faded,
yet every now and then
an ache lingers, a remnant from
the past.
04/22/2019
I went
into treatment
for a couple months, my
wrist needing the strength to hold things
again.
04/22/2019
All that
came to a halt
last year, when my left hand
felt searing pain when I tried to
do work.
04/22/2019
I used
to make creatures
and hats with yarn, playing
with a rainbow of colors and styles
all day.
04/22/2019
Although
my left hand feels
somewhat better, I must
bide my time a bit longer to
crochet.
04/22/2019
I long
to restore my
yarn craft activity,
waiting for my hand to
be in its best condition to
create.
04/21/2019
I find
myself feeling
conflicted between my
duties at work, and achieving
my dreams.
04/21/2019
It dawns
on me that the
fear of my writing not
being good enough invades my
emotions.
04/21/2019
Writing
has come to a
standstill, mind blocked, and I
panic, not knowing why I am
hindered.
04/21/2019
My love
for reading is
still present, yet tempered
in recent weeks, due to sudden
stesses.
04/21/2019
My health
has taken some
turns these past few months, and
has finally received treatment
it needs.
04/21/2019
Today
I sit at the
kitchen table with my
coffee, reflecting on these past
events.
04/21/2019
I was
able to share
stories with friends who
lived close by, just a train ride
away.
04/03/2019
Back then
I knew what I
wanted, living in peace
with a good job and a good place
to live.
04/03/2019
Thoughts of
New York City
dance around my head, fun
memories of independence
calling.
04/03/2019
Waking
to a cool breeze,
checking of some errands
and noting what to do for the
wedding.
03/31/2019
The night
ended with a
surprising shock, missing
a furry friend that raced under
the car.
03/31/2019
Having
dinner with a
good friend, and seeing my
grandfather in the afternoon,
sharing.
03/31/2019
Spending
sone quiet time
with him, leaving all the
work stessors behind, loving all
the hugs.
03/29/2019
All the
struggling will
come out positive in
the end, my soul linked to his heart
for life.
03/29/2019
A mix
of emotions
ran through me yesterday,
my work status hanging in the
balance.
03/29/2019
Slowly
the responses
begin to enter the
home, some members of family and
good friends.
03/27/2019
Waiting
for my wrist to
heal, and return to the
one craft that was my favorite,
crochet.
03/29/2019
Weekends
filled with friends and
wedding preparations,
browsing through ideas, making sure
it's right.
03/25/2019
Invites
sent out to my
family met with silence,
leaving me to wonder about
some things.
03/21/2019
Choosing
my brand new frames,
hoping that they will fit
comfortably, and not feel too
strangely.
03/21/2019
Reading
and looking at
photos of us in years
past, her gaze calm and pensive, full
of strength.
03/21/2019
Spending
the day prepping
for tomorrow, a day
always difficult, always long
each year.
03/21/2019
Today
I have a guest
helping me with invites,
ready to send them off this week,
complete.
03/17/2019
All done
with the story
I began several years
ago, now ready to move on
with more.
03/17/2019
Five months
from now, my big
day is coming, as I
marry the man I have known for
some time.
03/17/2019
Taking
a short pause from
my audiobook, but
I will come back to it later
today.
03/13/2019
I am
almost complete
with one story, and now
halfway through another novel,
progress.
03/12/2019
Reading
has also grown
at a promising rate,
and ideas in expanding some
topics.
03/12/2019
Morning,
preparing the
self for a new work day,
while planning out options for the
future.
03/12/2019
Tonight
we are spending
our time with some good friends,
relaxing after a few months
of stress.
03/09/2019
One tale
involves the rock
star life, another takes
us back to the city of sex
and lust.
03/09/2019
Taking
on a new book
challenge, reading two books
this week, passing the time, and to
relax.
03/09/2019
Reading
a good novel,
anxiously awaiting
how the fates of the explorers
will end.
03/05/2019
After
the harassment,
I am still standing while
waiting for new job prospects to
come in.
03/05/2019
Reading
with my loved one,
staying sheltered from the
snow storm while browsing online for
items.
03/03/2019
Writing
some poetry,
filling my time with new
subjects handling family time
and bonds.
02/27/2019
Tonight
i catch up with
speaking to a good friend,
so casual and so carefree,
relaxed.
02/27/2019
Reading
some good stories
in order for me to
catch up with my interesting reads
tonight.
02/27/2019
Planning,
now gatheting
appointments for the big
event, growing appreciation
each day.
02/25/2019
Thinking
about many
things at once, hoping that
the things needed for the wedding
work out.
02/19/2019
Spending
the morning with
co-workers, then at home
planning for my wedding, and good
reading.
02/18/2019
Meeting
the girls at my
bridal party to try
on some dresses, and lending some
good thoughts.
02/16/2019
Searching
through pages and
pages of wedding plans
in order for me to find some
ideas.
02/16/2019
That day
in the Bronx, I
took a chance to gather
with some college friends, and I was
so thrilled.
02/15/2019
We are
celebrating
six years of memories,
sharing our deepest passions
and joys.
02/15/2019
I love
reading every
type of story, all lengths
and genres, diving into new
specials.
02/10/2019
Diving
into classic
retellings of fairy
tales and features, exploring the
good books.
02/10/2019
Despite
many attempts
to help someone, they turn
the other way, without giving
reasons.
02/08/2019
Finished
a story filled
with love and mystery,
the last section filled with surprise
and shock.
02/07/2019
Each day
I read notes from
my calendar, bringing
a smile to my face when I see
Snoopy.
02/06/2019
Reading
my book about
the ocean, mermaids and
underwater mystery pervades
the text.
02/06/2019
Speaking
to my cousins
is a refreshing part
of my evening, hearing about
her day.
02/04/2019
A fun
relaxing day,
celebrating with him
and his family, a birthday filled
with peace.
02/03/2019
Hanging
out with good friends
for a birthday dinner,
a weekend filled with small talk and
laughter.
02/02/2019
The start
of my birthday
weekend brings dinner with
my fiance, then a calm night
at home.
02/01/2019
I read
five books this month,
back in a good reading
routine, and I feel so calm and
refreshed.
01/31/2019
Catching
him leave before
he goes to work is the
highlight of my morning. I love
his smile.
01/31/2019
As I
took the trash out
last night, I gasped when the
chill hit my face, and I hurried
quickly.
01/31/2019
Bitter
cold overtakes
the northeast, waking up
to temperatures that make it hard
to breathe.
01/31/2019
Watching
the destruction
unfold, a wild fire
ravaging the building before
my eyes.
01/31/2019
Catching
up with my books,
while talking to family
and making sure I know about
their health.
01/29/2019
Searching
through registry
items, planning to link
another store onto my site,
busy.
01/27/2019
Resting
after a long
Work week, reading my books
and making sure I take care of
duties.
01/25/2018
Diving
into my new
paranormal story,
looking forward to scary scenes
and jumps.
01/24/2019
Concerned
about my health, I rest
on my bed and allow
deep, cleansing breaths to slow my fast
heartbeat.
01/23/2019
Happy
to finish one
more book before planning
for the new classroom theme begins
next week.
01/22/2019
After
a long work day,
I rest with him and check
stories from the day, while watching
the shows.
01/21/2019
Spending
a freezing day
with my love, reading and
watching shows, letting the hours
tick by.
01/20/2019
Finished
a book tonight,
now relaxing with my
fiance and watching tv,
laughing.
01/19/2019
Making
Memories in
the early weekend night,
my friends engaging in some light
talking.
01/18/2019
Going
through selections
of books that I intend
to read later this month, and I
can't wait.
01/16/2019
Always
recording my
thoughts on paper and phone,
displaying my interests on books and
writing.
01/16/2019
Blogging
about current
reading selections and
interests while catching up on my
letters.
01/15/2019
Restful
evening, spent with
a good story and my
fiance, watching some action
unfold.
01/14/2019
It was
three hours of
food and gossip among
workers, pleasant and equally
stressful.
01/12/2019
Meeting
with friends for food
and bowling, connecting
with each other, catching up on
our lives.
01/11/2019
Resting,
relaxing from
the long, hectic work day,
reading my story for a few
hours.
01/10/2019
Catching
up on some good
reading, looking forward
to completing my reading task
this week.
01/09/2019
Catching
up on some rest
while reading my book, calm
with the fact that I am prepared
for work.
01/07/2019
Reading
and prepping for
my work week, a blend of
teacher planning and relaxing
today.
01/06/2019
Seeing
him struggling
to breathe as he speaks makes
me hope that he approaches his
birthday.
01/05/2019
Finished
taking down work
from my old group, leaving
room for a new class, memories
to share.
01/04/2019
Getting
deeply involved
with my novel, reaching
the conclusion in a couple
more days.
01/03/2019
A brand
new year welcomes
new challenges, plus the
countdown to my wedding day now
begins.
01/01/2019