Each year
emotional,
unable to work out
how to celebrate without her
presence.
05/12/2019
Activity
taking place today
at East Ridgelawn.
Cars line the
parking area as
People bond with loved ones;
at the plot next to Mom's,
a family redecorates
Their matriarch's resting place,
planting lovely florals.
Across the way, some children
run to greet a relative,
their father keeping watch.
I spend a few moments
with Mom, realigning a brick
that slipped out of place.
I say my prayers for her,
and communicate,
Memories taking me back
to my mom's house,
conversing during visits.
Always soft-spoken,
yet listening to every word.
So valuable were those moments;
fleeting, yet precious.
05/11/2019
These few days leading
up to Mother's Day
Are usually approached
with trepidation,
Memories of her love
now takes the place
Of phone calls and visits,
still painful many years later.
Even knowing
that she is never far
Still brings sadness,
since our thread
Of communication
is silent.
05/05/2019