Concerns

I went
to a doctor
yesterday, but she just
suggested to see someone
different.

04/30/2019

Puzzled

Feeling
confused as to
why my ear is giving
me so much trouble. No sound since
Saturday.

04/30/2019

Nephew

Sunday
celebrations,
a young boy is a year
older, enjoying innocence
and life.

04/28/2019

Saturday Fun

Farm life
in the morning,
book store hopping in the
afternoon, and wedding talk in
between.

04/27/2019

Meditation

Every
morning, I take
some time to meditate,
guiding my day to a clearer
outlook.

04/26/2019

Memories

During
the morning drive,
songs about dreams, New York
City, and possibility
played on.

04/25/2019

Rested

Alert
after a full
night's rest, ready to take
on whatever obstacles come
my way.

04/24/2019

Reflecting

Our time
together is
no more, yet I still think
of more relaxing times, sharing
laughter.

04/23/2019

Worries

As my
wedding nears,
I wish I could share my
worries with her like past moments
in strife.

04/23/2019

Dodge

After
her wedding, we
began growing apart,
my attempts to meet dodged every
moment.

04/23/2019

Joys

We spent
years creating
memories, sharing some
stories, and eventually met
new loves.

04/23/2019

Connected

After
graduation,
we grew closer due to
failed relationships at the same
time frame.

04/23/2019

College Friends

In my
college days, I
became friends with someone
who lived in my neighborhood, yet
not close.

04/23/2019

Eventually

Will the
day come when I
can finally crochet
without feeling any pain? I
hope so.

04/22/2019

Memory

I miss
walking into
a yarn shop and viewing
an endless supply of skeins and
samples.

04/22/2019

Remnants

Right now
the pain faded,
yet every now and then
an ache lingers, a remnant from
the past.

04/22/2019

Treatment

I went
into treatment
for a couple months, my
wrist needing the strength to hold things
again.

04/22/2019

Painful

All that
came to a halt
last year, when my left hand
felt searing pain when I tried to
do work.

04/22/2019

Styles

I used
to make creatures
and hats with yarn, playing
with a rainbow of colors and styles
all day.

04/22/2019

Longer

Although
my left hand feels
somewhat better, I must
bide my time a bit longer to
crochet.

04/22/2019

Creating

I long
to restore my
yarn craft activity,
waiting for my hand to
be in its best condition to
create.

04/21/2019

Conflict

I find
myself feeling
conflicted between my
duties at work, and achieving
my dreams.

04/21/2019

Robbed

It dawns
on me that the
fear of my writing not
being good enough invades my
emotions.

04/21/2019

Blocked

Writing
has come to a
standstill, mind blocked, and I
panic, not knowing why I am
hindered.

04/21/2019

Tempered

My love
for reading is
still present, yet tempered
in recent weeks, due to sudden
stesses.

04/21/2019

Health

My health
has taken some
turns these past few months, and
has finally received treatment
it needs.

04/21/2019

Morning

Today
I sit at the
kitchen table with my
coffee, reflecting on these past
events.

04/21/2019

Friendship

I was
able to share
stories with friends who
lived close by, just a train ride
away.

04/03/2019

Good Times

Back then
I knew what I
wanted, living in peace
with a good job and a good place
to live.

04/03/2019

Independence

Thoughts of
New York City
dance around my head, fun
memories of independence
calling.

04/03/2019