Saturday, December 31, 2016

Remembering

While in
the car I share
with him the adventures
of the past, remembering the
old times.

12/31/2016

Gathering

Road trip
to a good friend's
gathering, ready to
relax and catch up, done with the
old year.

12/31/2016

Peaceful

Peaceful
Saturday, a
beagle giving me a
playful nudge to wake me up and
begin.

12/31/2016

Discovery

My dream of having
someone to love has

Finally come true,
a dream embodied

By warm hazel eyes
and a steadfast will,

Someone who cherishes
my soul with fervor,

One who would stop
at nothing to make me happy.

I always dreamed of
sharing a life with

Someone who cherishes
true love, and I finally

Discovered that in you.

12/31/2016

Friday, December 30, 2016

Phone Calls

I miss
the long phone calls,
the frequent pauses, then
continuing to another
topic.

12/30/2016

Wishing

I wish
my mother was
present at this moment,
to comfort me during my hard
struggles.

12/30/2016

Praying

Worried
about my loved
ones who are still living
through pain, praying for sweet peace to
arrive.

12/30/2016

Fridays

Now that
I can relax,
I treat myself to fresh
coats of polish and relaxing
with him.

12/30/2016

Sharing

Sharing
with her is what
I look forward to all
week, grabbing little moments of
respite.

12/30/2016

Months Later

After
months of silence,
she finally reached out
with a text, and I exhaled, so
happy.

12/30/2016

Reconnecting

So glad
I got in touch
with my best friend again,
sending daily messages and
photos.

12/30/2016

Thoughts

As they
are sleeping, I
can plan my writing and
gather my thoughts together, now
forming.

12/30/2016

Photos

Looking
back on photos
of my niece when she was
little, eating solids for the
first time.

12/30/2016

Small Moments

Moments
of peace before
getting things together
for another work day. Good times
later.

12/30/2016

Thursday, December 29, 2016

Urge

The urge
to write is now
whispering in my ear
once again, and I must fight to
create.

12/29/2016

Questions

Now I
fight to regain
my confidence, restore
my passion to write poetry
daily.

12/29/2016

Not Even Love

The love
of my life could
not even pull me out
from the hole of doubt I made and
fell in.

12/29/2016

Months

For months
I struggled to
maintain my love to write,
battling the hectic hours
and stress.

12/29/2016

Breaking

Now my
current placement
continues to lie, cut
back on needed funds, threatening
my peace.

12/29/2016

Frustration

I know
my friends up north
are confused, yet my fear
overpowers my creative
instincts.

12/29/2016

Grew Apart

My new
complication
forced me to drift away
from my creative place, causing
sadness.

12/29/2016

Island in the North

I miss
my dear friends that
reside in the island,
the area where my gift came
to life.

12/29/2016

Missing

I miss
the confidence
I once held close,
the passion to write and produce
quickly.

12/29/2016

Unknown

I love
to create, yet
I now struggle with doubt,
my independence threatened with
deceit.

12/29/2016

Searching for Myself

Quite an
emotional
month, as I was faced with
handling huge obstacles while
living.

12/29/2016